I didn’t walk to the beach today. And that was the kindest thing I’ve ever done. My period came back after it’s 9 month long hiatus. I...

Welcome back to my mind. To my safe place. To the place where I can get lost for hours on end in silence. My blog. More specifically, my...

Holy shit. I forgot what depression felt like. I mean, I knew that shit was no joke but I just got one hell of a reality check. To anyone...

I want to eat something comforting. I want cookies and milk and to cuddle up with a show. But I will feel shitty about eating the cookie,...

TW: Self Harm “If there’s one thing I do, it’s heal. Silently, loudly, relentlessly, messily, badly, powerfully. But I do it. Every time”...

My life is exactly what I make it. I keep learning this over and over again in different ways. And it's recently hit me again.  I’m great...

I haven't been updating every month on here like I wanted to- so here's a little bit of how I've been feeling.  I originally wrote this...

When I decided to make the move to Austin, I signed a 6-month lease. I had no clue where I would be after the 6 months, and I still...

There’s something about the word “try hard” or “wannabe” that rubs me the wrong way. If there’s anything that would get under my skin, it...

TW: This blog deals with sensitive subjects such as suicide and SA. Note: "2 years ago today" means March 10, 2020, which is technically...

To the whimsical ones. To the ones with dreams bigger than the sun. To the intense ones. The ones whose hearts ache for companionship. To...

Months ago I set this phrase as my screensaver to serve as a constant reminder to let it go. It was not just permission, but a challenge...

If I told you that I decided to do this whole social media thing all the way back in February would you believe me? Because I sure...

When Ferris Buhler said "Life moves pretty fast", I didn't realize that he was speaking directly to me. Pretty sure when he said the line...

Last week I made a commitment to be more authentic in this process. This then begged the question "who actually is Bethany?" I can't be...

Wow. We’re already almost on week three of this experiment. Time is passing so quickly. Stick around till the end of this post (or scroll...

Hi. I'm Bethany, I'm 18, and right now I work full time in a call center in Lehi. I also go to school full time as well at Utah Valley...